忽冷忽热

you're always the one i think of before i sleep.

you're always the one i think of when i wake up.

always, everyday.

you're always so busy.

im having exams next 3days, thats why i told you im not meeting you tmr.

i thought i'll be the one telling you this and you'll be like "Huh.. okay :( nvm lucky i got off day! "

But i heard "I not meeting you tmr cus ... but you still can come.." from you.

So now it's my turn to huh okay... nvm lucky you got off day.

im so fucking paranoid.

seriously sometimes i just NEED THAT.

ITS BEEN SO FUCKING LONG IVE HEARD IT EVEN THOUGH I TOLD YOU BEFORE AND WE QUARRELED THEN YOU SMS TELL ME THAT BUT STILL ITS NOT FROM YOUR HEART.

FUCK LAH SOMETIMES IM JUST SO FUCKED UP BITCH.

am i so not worth those?

am i so lousy..

STAND THERE AND WATCH ME BURN.

I JUST CANT OMG THIS SUCKS TO THE MAXIMUM MAX.

there's always gna be that one person, that no matter how many times they hurt you, you're never gna let them go.

you're that.