dont love, goodbye will always come.

blogging once again becus im feeling so... sad.

asking if you're still going overseas in the future and the answer was 'should be'.

you asked, why? she bu de wo ah?

what do you think?

sorry i cried silently.

i always thought we could be as long as ever.

"If my future has you in it, I'm not afraid of the rest."

now my future don't have you.

i always wish things are simple.

if only i could hug you tight and not let you go.

this suck like fuck.

dont love. goodbye will always come.

what about love

Blogging now becus ive read one of my girls' blog and i realised everyone in our group change.

Change and changed and changing.

It's hurtful that you dont love us anymore(you get what i mean by love),

you're hurt by us and so do us, hurt by what you did.

eventually i think everyone is the world is a faker.

so do i.

well thats the thing that he's trying to teach me and i think im still learning.

well i hope things are fine like how it is now, i wont change how it is.

you know the feeling of getting rejected when you plan something.. thats what happen during sec3 i guess, experienced the same thing as you did yknow, thats why i'll never plan anything.

unless it's like those people i really know will never disappoint me.

sometimes it just so sad that i realised that even new friend understand me better.

other than the one who's been through with me for 2years and 3months.

i miss the innocent us.

side track, thankyou for always being there.

even though i always make you upset and stuffs, yknow i love you.

ttn ttb 2b 4gb xmm xcc bb (it's okay you dont understand)

im sorry to be so dependent on you.