FUCK YOU.

i'm back to blogging, because i think i need some personal space to rant.
had been quarreling with bu these few weeks, pissing both of us off.
and yah we just quarreled few minutes ago.

never ending, huh?

thanks for saying i'm SUPER DISGUSTING.
I'm jealous for other couples, where they are so comfortable with each other.
but for us, for every word you and i say, we must be careful not to hurt each other.

it's 1030 and you should have your lights off soon.

off to pick up phone....

back, and yes i pop that question again.

there's no way i can change. i'm never worth all these.

I CANT BLOODY-LY CHANGE ALL THESE CHILDISH FUCKING THINKINGS I HAVE AND ITS PISSING BOTH OF US OFF I THINK IM BETTER OFF DEAD AND YOU'RE BETTER OFF WITHOUT ME

FUCK SIA.