i can really use a wish right now...

haven't been blogging for the past few days cause im damn reluctant to on the comp!
especially when there's FA test on last tuesday, many tutorials left undone, projects to rush..

now im back in my blogging world! :D

so im feeling abit down now bcus i think im having my moodswings.

yesterday and today.

i can never make it.

to my DHL

to my dip w merit,

aiya alot things that i dont want to be reminded of.

wonder what turns me to sucha pessimistic person now.

gna work later with bu, idk if it's good or not!

but able to look at him... should be okay bah?

pray hard.

我喜欢装笨，扮可怜就只为了逗你笑。

我喜欢拥有属于自己的肩膀和胸口。

我喜欢有人会为我而牺牲。

我喜欢每时每刻都念着一个人。

我喜欢甜言蜜语。

我喜欢被疼爱。

我喜欢有一个人占领我的心。
-credited to someone's blog. forgot the url though..

i need some hugs now.

baby love.

Yesterday night was great, cause aft work was...

ecp supper w bu & co., then rochor daohuey, then amk for soccer, then to bu' house!

speaking about bu & co., reminds me of cy doing the Agnes' action!
the " Does it count as annoying (hits cheeks)"
I actually find cy cute hahahahhahaha!

anw offtrack. ytd was something like... Dreams come true.

LOL exaggerating, but he fulfilled my wishes in a day! :D

my cravings for stingray, my wish to go rochor w him, watch soccer w him,

and spending time w him.

ALL DAY/NIGHT long.

bubu i think you'll be reading this aft you read my diary to know that im back to blogging!

so, thankyou for all, i love you (L)

it's okay that you cant say that to me otherwise you're not called Ivan.

Hughug*

OK LAST MATCH HOLLAND VS SPAIN.

my bu is gonna win money! now it's 1140pm, approximately 2+ hours later!
gonna do something now...

me love watching/hugging you t sleep!

don't be silly.

Today's friday = bu's book out day!
not meeting him anyway, and also since im looking at him the whole day and night tmr,

and also sunday's afternoon!
hmmmm he's going to POP soon! :D

Despicable Me is sucha cute movie! i love those characters lehhh idk whats their names.

but still, very nice :)
anw was looking for formal wear, but like abit.. hard to find!
hmmm.

tmr's another match!

i miss talking to you on the phone..

Agnes (Despicable Me)

I'ma happy girl today because there's no quarrels today with bu..

and am super happy after watching Despicable Me's Agnes' video!

SO DAMN CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
Okay school was fine, except that tday there's no ednaveravanessa o.o
i hope you're feeling okay now edna! :D

Germany v Spain later, exciting yohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhz.
Gonna see bu winning money later! :D

he wins money = good mood = good for me = no quarrels

HAHAHAH gonna talk to him now... hope there's no quarrels.

FUCK YOU.

i'm back to blogging, because i think i need some personal space to rant.
had been quarreling with bu these few weeks, pissing both of us off.
and yah we just quarreled few minutes ago.

never ending, huh?

thanks for saying i'm SUPER DISGUSTING.
I'm jealous for other couples, where they are so comfortable with each other.
but for us, for every word you and i say, we must be careful not to hurt each other.

it's 1030 and you should have your lights off soon.

off to pick up phone....

back, and yes i pop that question again.

there's no way i can change. i'm never worth all these.

I CANT BLOODY-LY CHANGE ALL THESE CHILDISH FUCKING THINKINGS I HAVE AND ITS PISSING BOTH OF US OFF I THINK IM BETTER OFF DEAD AND YOU'RE BETTER OFF WITHOUT ME

FUCK SIA.